je veux. . .

eva stopped & thought about whaa yooh rilly want in lyfe? lyke yur ultimate wants/goals/achievements. . . ii was having a convo wit one of mah bois earlier about it cuz one of his professors asked him to name 6 thyngs & he cud only thynk of 4. so it got meeh to thynkin. & ii mean ii want a lot in lyfe. most of thee tyme ii try not to want thyngs bcuz with that comes disappointment & thee less you want thee more room there is to be pleased with thee actual outcomes. ii juss dont feel thee same way with my wants in mah lyfe. iim rilly pikky bout thaa. & ii feel lyke thee more ii want in lyfe thee harder ii will try to obtain these thyngs & make mah dreams come true.

basically. ii want. . .

to graduate college. attend a top med skool. become a neurosurgeon. make a science discovery. start mah own ngo in thee health related field & become international. ii want to love whaa ii do. save lives. make sum kynd of change. publish a medical journal. be a role model. . . start a family. fynd a lyfetyme partner. meet sum1 who will be with meeh thru it all & take meeh with him thru his all as well. have healthy children. ii want to provide. love. lead. & most of all support. . . travel. see thee world. interact with different pple. . . learn. everythyng & anythyng ii can. know diff languages. ii want to read. watch. listen. & grow. . . own a house. with a window seat, a tree swing, & a wrap around porch. . . ii want to be happy. wake up ery morning & look forward to thee day to come. ii want to work hard to get to a point where ii can play hard. ii want to have 72 hr days & 48 hr nites. ii want to struggle & question myself. juss to make it. in order to appreciate erythyng ii will accomplish. every trial ii will overcome. ii want to retire & travel thee world with my husband for an umpteenth tyme. . . ii want to love. be loved. fail. achieve. expand. . . all while remaining true to myself & my Lord