thee climb

today has been a very trying day. thee only thyng that helps me get thru these types of days is music. ii have a song for everythyng:: every event good&bad. ii always know exactly what song ii would play at a specific moment throughout my day...

ever since thee hannah montana movie came out & ii saw it [uhhh on my comp in my apt one day lol] ive been IN LOVE with this song... lyke ii never really lyked any of miley cyrus' music but ii lyked thee tv show. then ii heard this song & cudn't stop listening to it or singing it. here are her version in a clip from thee movie & the best cover that ii thynk is out there. enjoy!

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in love with thee element of freedom

so ii have officially fallen for this new a.keys album! ii love thee songs, ii love thee style, ii love how every song sounds lyke an alicia keys type song yet with a new evolved version of her. ii can listen to this straight thru [thee song with beyonce still has to grow on me tho lol].  but ii absolutely love it! & ii am always excited when albums come out that ii can say this about bcuz that occurrence has become very rare nowadays with all thee dumb & ignorant music being put out.  Anywho... if you haven't already, you should definitely cop this album; ii don't thynk you will be disappointed. a rilly chill cd

1. The Element Of Freedom
2. Love Is Blind

3. Doesn’t Mean Anything

4. Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

5. Wait Til They See My Smile

6. That’s How Strong My Love Is

7. Unthinkable

8. Love Is My Disease

9. Like The Sea

10. Put It In A Love Song ft. Beyonce

11. This Bed

12. Distance And Time

13. How It Feels To Fly

14. Empire State Of Mind Pt.2

get yur own here :- ]

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

why imeem why?!?

juss had to express my frustration with imeem connecting with myspace!

now ii can't even use imeem anymore cuz iim so anti-myspace UGH!

it juss changed my whole posting music thyng 

& messed up my previous post a few entries down

so disappointing!

très frustré...
_kii_

"you know that moment when you look into somebody's eyes and you can feel them staring into your soul and the whole world goes quiet? well ii don't"

a tribute to all tha baccstabbin bytchez

lol ii was going thru my old notes on facebook & saw this & juss had to repost it... frum feb.17.2007

[inspired by all tha notes iive seen tributing all the “sad women”… no offense to those thaa posted them tho!! Cuz ii do luv yall :-D... but ii kno so many of yall feel meeh on these femmes too]

ii feel tha need to explain mah self b4 ii get into tha actual tribute. okay so sum of this comes bcuz ii look @ relationships different than a lotta femalez… iim not on thaa “this ni99a broke mah heart” type shyt or thaa “iima be a ni99a’z bess friend until he figures out thaa we shud be 2getha” type shyt either. ii have about three types of categories thaa ii put ni99az into… 

[1] tha boyfriend/potentials: this is either my boyfriend at the tyme or consists of tha different ni99az thaa iim “talkin to” or hmmmz ii guess othas wud say dating. these guyz r juss simply thaa… they cannot be moved into anutha category!! they will neva turn into one of mah straight up boiz as it is way too complicated to do so once thaa chemistry & past is there.

[2] mah booz: this is a funny one fa meeh. these r tha ni99az thaa cud be a potential but wud neva be bcuz its juss simply sumthin lyke a crush or sumone thaa ii flirt with occasionally. these dudes r also close to bein one of mah boiz cuz we do kicc it a lot but there may still be sum flirtin there ya feel? howeva, it is impossible fa them to be a boyfriend of any kynd & when ii do have a boyfriend or if they have a gyrl, these dudes r not around.

[3] mah boiz: this category consists of tha most pple. this is mah fam bam. these r tha dudes iim wit on a regular/daily basis who watch mah bacc & kno thaa ii got theirs. these r tha pple ii tell erythyng to & thaa tell erythyng to meeh. these r tha advice guyz. these are mah heart, mah luvs, and bess friends. they can neva be any otha category & will neva be placed into anutha bcuz ii keep a far distance frum tha numba 1 category. which is tha reason ii believe a male & female can juss be FRIENDS!!

ii thynk thaa if a lotta femalez wud keep a distance between those categories then ii wudnt have to put up wit sum of tha bytchez iive put up wit durin mah day… [& btw this is only referrin to those good ni99az]... welp here it is . . .

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phenomenally

one of my favorite poems EVER is Maya Angelou's phenomenal woman! it has been a fav since as far back as ii can remember & ii thynk it fits me very well... ii was reciting it in my head a lil earlier & was lyke "oooooh lemme put this on my blog later." although ii completely forgot to do so, ii was totally just remynded with this RANDOM call from my ex-boyfriend.

ii mean this guy is a wonderful person and ii have no negative feelings toward him; however, you know some pple just aren't meant for each other. And, despite how much maybe ii wanted to be that gyrl for him as well as he for me, it just didn't work out as a we :-/... iim not sad about it or anything. ii juss know thyngs come&go so it's all good. but the conversation [more lyke his monologue with my mini responses] was interesting... it was along thee lines of him wanting me to thynk back to when ii lyked him and trying to discover those feelings again bcuz he still lyked me&all ya kno. sheeesh we've been broken up for prolly over 2 yrs by now ii guezz or maybe just under 2 yrs; iim not completely sure. a while ago ii would have entertained this & bcuz ii do feel lyke he is such a good person ii kynda had a lil thought. tiny thought. miniscule. lol but ii mean some thyngs just are destined to work out. his view towards me in which he was sure to express remynded me of my desire to post this poem...

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this tyme ii want it all

rilly feeling this song right now.

kynda definitely feeling thee lyrics especially...

cuz, lately, ii thynk that this tyme ii want it all

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_