1.29.2009

incomplete

ii hate this feeling. this feeling of lakking something. can't stand it!!

whaas worse is thaa its a material possession. ii luv it how ii neva long for material thyngs too much. juss cuz ii have priorities & a lot of those aren't on thee list. but this one thyng. ii feel lyke [n jb's voice hehe]. . . thaa it's sumthin ii can't live w.out. ii mean iive been livin w.out it for a while now. but geeeesh. so ii come across mah blog right & ii read whaa ii have written to describe me. then ii read thee same ish on facebook & realize dayum its lyke lyin!! cuz ii def haven't had a digital camera n whaa seems lyke 4eva now.

sukks lyke a lot! yooh don't even kno. lyke thynkin about it almost brings meeh to tears which is rilly weird. iive alwayz had cameras. ALWAYZ! they were alwayz given to meeh too. @ one point ii def had three different kynd. ii remember one broke @ bruin bash cuz thee stupid whyte pple decided they were gonna try & squish us when TI was performin lyke this was them kynd of concerts smh. all bad. then ii bought mah own for thee 1st tyme ever cuz ii realized how much ii luv'd digi cams & wanted a rilly bomb one. thaa was mah last one :-( & it got stolen [stupid dumb azz pple thaa cant get their own shyt. ii still wanna fade ova thaa shyt. ii mean ii can even actually respect sumbody if they stole it straight from meeh cuz then @ least yur bold. ill give yooh thaa. but mayne if yooh pikkin up shyt while iim n a dayum jumper then theres a prob] anywho haven't had one since. been lost since. cuz ii mean despite whaa many pple lyke to thynk [& even tell meeh when ii let them kno]. kisa is straight up poor. smh & it alwayz comes down to eitha iima buy thee cam ii want... or iima have money to eat for thee month or sumthin. sad tymez. but reality is whaa ii gotta deal with. ii mean ii def wud juss not eat lol if ii wasn't lyke on thee verge of diabetes.


:-/ ii juss feel incomplete :-/
but whaa eva. whaa can ya do

1.28.2009

luvly moments

ii alwayz juss have these urges. lyke out of nowhere. all of a sudden. to juss write. to let it out. get sumthin off mah chest. take note of sumthin. or juss remember a quote or a moment. ii love to capture moments for sum reason. ii swear if ii eva got amnesia or alzheimers iid b set cuz ii document erythyng. ii have lyke 3 journals [one of which ii keep in mah purse @ all tymez]. kynda excessive huh? whaa evs. its juss meeh.

anywho! this blogging thyng is great :-) cuz ii luv to ramble. & its easier to do it typin. much quikker way to get it out lol. ii juss have to rememba to do it. it'll prolly become a second nature thyng soon tho. cuz ii def have much to say. which is weird cuz iim not a big talker at all. hmmmz guezz thaas why ii write so much. bottlin thyngs in is "mad whakk yo" [hehe looza says thaa & it makes meeh chukkle]. iim actually a rilly good writer too. tho many wudnt believe it since ii spell wrong allllll thee tyme. but heyz @ least if yooh sound it out it sounds exactly how thee word is sayd huh? yep yep! ii kno :-P

this is meeh rambling by thee way. . .

def takin a "meeh nite" [hehe almost lyke pringle's "meeh day" he was tellin meeh about]. gotta take a break frum studyin. & juss chill sumtymez. iim a strong believer in relaxation. hmmmz for example, ii study a lot now right. lyke A LOT! cuz ii rilly wanna learn. lyke as much as ii possibly can at this point. anywho ii had a chem midterm earlier today & ii saw how many pple were lyke stressin tryna cram stuff in or juss review right b4 thee class started. not meeh. CCC as alwayz right b4 a test. cool calm & collected as mah mere wud say. went & bought mah lil 23 cent scantron. pikked meeh up a chili cheese dog. & juss chilled out wit mah shades on fa a min until class started. ya gotta juss calm yurself @ tymez. thee whole stressin out doesn't cut it for meeh. go in confident & relaxed & it all comes together when needed.

iim def writing a lot & need to stop lol. but iim sure anutha post tonight may show up ;-)



iim luvin this moment. . .
thee satisfaction of accomplishment.
chillaxin @ thee crib. wit no worries. no stresses.
juss meeh. here. right now. lyin down. n silence.
enjoyin thee company of mah computer hehe
sweet melodies surround meeh. constant vibrations to thee ear.
lyfe. . .
ii live it with no regrets. & no fear of its end.
better thaa way. nuthin but calm relaxation.

cette belle ame. l'adore!!

1.17.2009

ii concur

Virgo is symbolized by the Virgin. You're flexible, yet practical. You get a kick out of organization and anything that puts your analytical mind to use. Watch out for perfectionism! Virgos feel and operate best in a position in which they can help others.

1.16.2009

harpo

its about thaa tyme again when all thee gyrlz r separated. esp now thaa iive moved out of carson too. & ii cannot go a day w.out talkin to them. & our chat yestaday took meeh bacc to thee fun tymez from october. . .

sooo thee squad went to atlanta for spelman/morehouse homecoming [08] and stayed with freeny. we didn't sleep lyke alllllll weekend. we were all def n thee king snuggled 2getha [her bed is huge. it fits us all :-)] & was tryna take an hour nap b4 thee club & free juss wud NOT STOP singing!! made up her own lil harpo song. so ii def had to record a lil tidbit of it lol

LUV MAH GYRLZ!



 

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