11.28.2009

flaws&all

if you know me, you know that ii absolutely love&admire Beyonce! lol ever since no no no ii have and it just hasn't gone away... one of my favorite songs by her has to be Flaws&All. &the video for it is definitely my fav video by any artist hands down. bcuz it's just so real & shows her being flawed & loving her man bcuz he loves her & accepts her as she is... iive always been a pessimist regarding love, but if ii cud fynd one such as this, ii wudn't trade it for anythyng in thee world





then this live performance of her singing it on Ellen was soooo beautiful...

11.21.2009

gotta juss keep it to myself


ii don't keep thyngs to myself. ii don't keep anythyng bottled in. I'm a depressant so when ii do those thyngs it affects me more than the average person. so ii express myself. ii will tell you exactly how iim feeling in that moment & ii will tell it to thee person it pertains to.


but this...
this ii can't disclose as ii wud lyke to. ii mean ii can say it here cuz who reads my blog anyway? no one lol. but to the pple ii wud normally talk to about thyngs or even juss in a fbook status, ii cannot express myself completely.


my problem is that ii rilly hate it in Riverside! lyke with a passion. today being a prime example of why. & there's nothing ii can do about it. pple here seem so insincere; thee blacc community is not welcoming at all & appear very judgmental; there's nuthin to do; & ii dunno iim juss hella lonely.

11.07.2009

God is tryna tell you something

More than anything God love admiration.

You say God is vain?

No, not vain, just willing to share a good thing! I think it pisses God off if you walk by the color purple in a field and don’t notice it!

Are you saying, it just want to be loved like it say in the Bible?

Yes, everything want to be loved. Us sing and dance. And holler...
just tryna be loved.



beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

ii miss you def poetry!

ii remember thee good ole days... when thee whole family would just gather around thee TV & die laughing at def comedy jam & couldn't get enuf of thee wisdom from def poetry! thee best mixture of words were presented on that stage & ii definitely need to get thee seasons on dvd or something...






"ii want a love that's as unexplainable as he is"




"so ii guezz thee only decision left for you to choose is whether the fabric n yur casket shud be red OR blue...
 

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