a tribute to all tha baccstabbin bytchez

lol ii was going thru my old notes on facebook & saw this & juss had to repost it... frum feb.17.2007

[inspired by all tha notes iive seen tributing all the “sad women”… no offense to those thaa posted them tho!! Cuz ii do luv yall :-D... but ii kno so many of yall feel meeh on these femmes too]

ii feel tha need to explain mah self b4 ii get into tha actual tribute. okay so sum of this comes bcuz ii look @ relationships different than a lotta femalez… iim not on thaa “this ni99a broke mah heart” type shyt or thaa “iima be a ni99a’z bess friend until he figures out thaa we shud be 2getha” type shyt either. ii have about three types of categories thaa ii put ni99az into… 

[1] tha boyfriend/potentials: this is either my boyfriend at the tyme or consists of tha different ni99az thaa iim “talkin to” or hmmmz ii guess othas wud say dating. these guyz r juss simply thaa… they cannot be moved into anutha category!! they will neva turn into one of mah straight up boiz as it is way too complicated to do so once thaa chemistry & past is there.

[2] mah booz: this is a funny one fa meeh. these r tha ni99az thaa cud be a potential but wud neva be bcuz its juss simply sumthin lyke a crush or sumone thaa ii flirt with occasionally. these dudes r also close to bein one of mah boiz cuz we do kicc it a lot but there may still be sum flirtin there ya feel? howeva, it is impossible fa them to be a boyfriend of any kynd & when ii do have a boyfriend or if they have a gyrl, these dudes r not around.

[3] mah boiz: this category consists of tha most pple. this is mah fam bam. these r tha dudes iim wit on a regular/daily basis who watch mah bacc & kno thaa ii got theirs. these r tha pple ii tell erythyng to & thaa tell erythyng to meeh. these r tha advice guyz. these are mah heart, mah luvs, and bess friends. they can neva be any otha category & will neva be placed into anutha bcuz ii keep a far distance frum tha numba 1 category. which is tha reason ii believe a male & female can juss be FRIENDS!!

ii thynk thaa if a lotta femalez wud keep a distance between those categories then ii wudnt have to put up wit sum of tha bytchez iive put up wit durin mah day… [& btw this is only referrin to those good ni99az]... welp here it is . . .

s0o0o0o0o this is a tribute to all tha backstabbin bytchez!! to all of tha gyrlz thaa r overlooked, who become friends & nuthin more, knowin thaa they rilly wanna be wit tha ni99a. to all tha gyrlz who provide a comforting hug and a supporting audience to listen to a guy tell of how he & his gyrl r havin problems… who is juss waiting fa thaa moment… thaa moment thaa he will forget about his gyrl & realize thaa “yooh r there fa him more than she eva cud be”. when rilly ur tha one who’s been playin him tha most, pretendin to be a friend juss to get closer to bein more. fa tha gyrlz who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess ova tha slightest glance, whisper, touch that rilly meant nuthin but sumhow they are able to keep alive thaa hope thaa maybe... juss maybe “he’s feeling tha same way ii am”. But no he’s rilly juss ur FRIEND!! this is fa tha gyrlz who laugh loud & often at every lil thyng he says. who giggle & give thaa lil love tap while tryna be oh so cute in order to win ova his affection [a.k.a. steal him frum his gyrl]. who care more than they shud fa guyz who don’t need their kynd of attention. this is fa tha bytchez who have been n tha trenches, who have watched otha gyrlz tyme & tyme again fake up & make up & fukk up tha guyz n their lives… assuming thaa they kno anything about tha situation n order to make those conclusions… tha femalez thaa repeatedly checc his gyrl’s myspace to see whaa has changed or read her comments juss to fynd SUMTHIN sumthin thaa cud be used against her… only to fynd out thaa tha evidence they got only proved thaa she was cheatin on him WITH HIM. this is fa tha femalez who have been there frum tha beginning & have heard the trite words of advice, frum “there are plenty of fish n tha sea” [juss to keep goin afta anutha’s gyrl’z man] to “time heals all wounds” [still believing thaa they have tha right to be hurt… when they r juss sposed to be a friend!!] this is fa tha gyrlz who have left sad song lyrics n their aways, who have tried to make sum1 undastand thru a subliminally appealing profile, who have tyme & tyme again dropped their male friend hint afta hint afta hint only to watch him chase afta tha first chicc n a skirt... 

this is fa tha femalez who have eva been told thaa they were only wanted as a friend… but still tried to pursue thaa guy while bein his “friend”, knowin thaa he’s n a relationship wit a female he cares fa & assuming thaa bcuz ur not thaa gyrl, she’s all wrong fa him. this is fa those gyrlz who are all lyke this & travel n pakks & have those friends thaa try to soothe yooh ova it & tell yooh thaa “he doesn’t deserve yooh” [simply bcuz they kno how yooh feel cuz they a bakkstabbin bytch juss lyke yooh]… this is fa tha gyrl who poured her heart into sumthin thaa was NEVA there hopin he’d realize how much he meant to her & how much she meant to him, only to discover thaa she meant nuthin to him all along!! this is fa tha gyrl who let him hit n high skool without bein in a committed relationship then holdin on to sumthin thaa was neva there fa years… who thought “oh we had sex, so thaas mah boyfriend” & then got mad when he neva called again… who, years lata, still holds on to thaa one tyme believing thaa “it was MUCH MORE”!! this is fa tha bytch who [yrs afta it all happened] hits up his gyrl on myspace to be lyke “oh thaas mah man” tryna make sure thaa if u cant have him, no one can… only proving thaa she’s outraged bcuz he’s committed to sumone thaa DIDNT let him hit it!! this is fa tha gyrlz who have endured party afta party n his presence, finally havin to realize [afta seein him with his gyrl so many tymez] thaa it wasn’t thaa he didn’t want a relationship: IT WAS THAA HE DIDNT WANT YOOH!! 

SO THIS IS A TRIBUTE TO YOOH!! to all yooh bakkstabbin bytchez thaa try to be n tha shadow… hopin thaa tha girlfriend will mess up & he’ll go to yooh. tryin to fynd any way to break them up by makin her seem lyke a horrible person. takin his kindness as meanin he wants rilly wants to be with yooh. but still remaining n thaa “FRIEND” position… bcuz deep down yooh kno thaa thaa is as close as you are ever gonna get!! 

beaucoup d'amour...

_kii_