ii miss you def poetry!

ii remember thee good ole days... when thee whole family would just gather around thee TV & die laughing at def comedy jam & couldn't get enuf of thee wisdom from def poetry! thee best mixture of words were presented on that stage & ii definitely need to get thee seasons on dvd or something...

"ii want a love that's as unexplainable as he is"

"so ii guezz thee only decision left for you to choose is whether the fabric n yur casket shud be red OR blue...

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with men... don't be swayed by cute

a quote frum Michelle Obama's interview in Glamour... ii thought this was so real & oh so true! & many females should really take her advice!


“Cute’s good. But cute only lasts for so long, and then it’s, WHO ARE YOU AS A PERSON? Don’t look at the bankbook or the title. Look at the heart. Look at the soul…When you’re dating a man, you should always feel good…You shouldn’t be in a relationship with somebody who doesn’t make you completely happy and make you feel whole.”

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

maxwell made my year lol

s0o0o0o ii got thee best birthday gyft ever this year!! my babe/weakness/[him] took me to thee maxwell concert :-]... ii had told everyone that ii wanted tix & every time [he] would get into my car, ii would make sure Maxwell was playing on my radio lol. Welp my birthday was on September 8th & [he] took me out that nite...but then ii still knew nothing about thee concert which was gonna be on October 16th... then one day when ii was trippin out and talking about how tired ii was of goin home to LA...

me:: iim not goin bacc for a long tyme. those pple r gettin on my nerves. only goin juss to see my nephew

[him]:: & maxwell right?

me:: nah ii didn't buy any of those expensive azz tix

[him]:: oh... well what are you doing on thee 16th?

me:: nuthin.

[him]:: do you wanna go see maxwell with me?!?

me:: DUH!! YOU GOT THEE TIX?!? fa real?

[him]:: yeah. your birthday present of course.

me:: :-D!!!!!!!!!!!

ii go to concerts all thee tyme, but I've actually never gone on a date to one. & it was a great nite! ii luv'd it so much! & [he] sayd ii was smiling so much that he shuda took a pic lol

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::sumthin to talk about::

"communication... it's thee first thyng we rilly learn in lyfe. funny thyng is: once we grow up, learn our words, & rilly start talkin, thee harder it becomes to know what to say. Or, how to ask for what we rilly need…


at thee end of the day, there are some thyngs you juss can’t help but talk about.

some thyngs, we just don’t wanna hear. & some thyngs we say bcuz we can’t be silent any longer. some thyngs are more than what you say. They’re what you do! some thyngs you say bcuz there’s no other choice. some thyngs, you keep to yurself.

&... not too often... but every now&then…

some thyngs simply speak for themselves"



[.]

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

my 1st love

yur there for me. thru all of my ups & downs
& what ii feel you alwayz seem to kno
you fynd thee words. when ii need comfortin
& dry my eyes. that's why ii love you soooo
more than a friend yur mah first love
ii can alwayz depend on mah first love

ii feel lyke ii have known you all mah life
ii can't explain how close we are
when sumthin's wrong you kno how to make it right
that's why you stay close to mah heart
more than a friend yur mah first love
ii can alwayz depend on mah first love

thee first thought in mah mynd
thee chill up my spine
thee melody in mah heart
you are... mah very first love
yur thee sweet lullaby
mah first kiss good nite
thee beat in my heart
music...... mah very first love

more than a friend yur mah first love
ii can alwayz depend on mah first love

w.you in mah lyfe iim not lonely at all
& if there were tears you'd catch them all
cuz you kno mah pain
& you kno mah joy
there's no secrets between us...
only pretty piano chords

thee first thought in mah mynd
thee chill up my spine
thee melody in mah heart
you are... mah very first love
yur thee sweet lullaby
mah first kiss good nite
thee beat in my heart
music...... mah very first love

ii sing bcuz iim happy
thee music sets me free
yur thee sweet lullaby
mah first kiss good nite
thee beat in my heart

MUSIC...... MY VERY 1ST LOVE!

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

ii cherish memories

ii take pictures.

ii luv to take pictures.

ii lyke to remember things.

document those moments.

those days when everything is great.

thee times worth remembering.

those few moments in which ii smile lyke never before...

ii take pictures...

bcuz not everday is a day lyke today.

not everyday will be this hard.

some days pple care.

some days there are no tears...

so ii take pictures...

to remynd myself that these days just can't be constant

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

what a difference a day makes

"you never know thee biggest day of yur lyfe is going to be thee biggest. the days you thynk r going to be big; they're never as big as you make them out to be in yur head. its the regular days... the ones that started out horrible... those r the days that end up being the biggest

you never know thee biggest day of yur lyfe is thee biggest day. not until it's happening. you don't recognize thee biggest day of yur lyfe. not until you're right in the middle of it. the day you commit to something or someone. the day you get your heart broken. the day you meet your soulmate. the day you realize there's not enough tyme bcuz you wanna live forever. those are thee biggest days... thee perfect days..."

grey's anatomy is mah favorite show on tv! & with that said, ii will probably provide quotes from it on a regular lol

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

dub deuce!

welp yesterday [09.08.09] ii turned 22 yrs young :-]

& although, ii initially looked forward to this day, ii began to dread it, and cancelled all my plans to celebrate it as life's issues kept bothering me. however, on the day, all the excitement returned as ii received so much love from all of my friends and fam...iim truly blessed with wonderful pple in my lyfe

it was a rilly chill day & nite, but it was just what ii needed... woke up to my babe. spent the daytyme collecting gifts & helping ma mere. dinner with my big sis & bro-n-law. my gyrls surprised me with balloons, patron :-D, and cupcakes. then babe took me out for drynks & ii fell asleep in [his] arms. so yep all around great day with those ii [heart] thee most. THANX LOVES!!

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_

ii remember amazing?

ii remember amazing. . .

ii remember when lyfe was lyke a dream

& everyday wud bring sweet memories.

ii remember when morning came

& birds wud chirp. thee sun wud shine

all a welcome to thee new day.

ii remember when frustration was nonexistent

& optimism was parallel to lyfe.

ii remember when night fell

& thee attempts to avoid slumber

with an angst to never miss out on anything.

& thee urgency for slumber

with thee thoughts of what thee next day wud bring.

ii remember amazing.

ii remember a tyme when worries were far & n between

a tyme when no one could remove thee light

thee light the day brought

thee light within

thee light the future held

ii remember amazing.

yet it is now only a memory. . .

lyfe has become barren.

mornings have lost their appeal;

they are now approached with dread.

thee day is dull:

no excitement. no pleasure. no affluence.

the nite cold;

rather than longing to stay awake,

the desire for relief prevails, yet remains unfulfilled

as painful thoughts intensify the mind's activity

allowing no room for relaxation.

yes, ii remember amazing

however, now those memories are just that:

a memory. only to retain. but never again to revive.

ii remember amazing, yet anguish has now become its debris[.]

chercher mon âme ...
_kii_

ahhhhhh

ii haven't blogged in s0o0o0o long. ii def need to. so yeh prolly 2morrow. cuz 2nite ii have to study for a midterm, finish this lab report & pre-lab report, & read up on sum chem. all b4 8 n thee am. so catch ya lataz :-D

beaucoup d'amour...
_kii_