new beginnings

sumtymez ii fynd mah self lyke reflectin & ii dunno why geeesh lol. but yeh so ii def got a surprise visit frum thee ex on friday & ii juss rememba a tyme when he was lyke literally thee person ii wanted to c & talk to & tell erythyng to. mostly cuz he was thee homie [& still is]. a few nites b4 thaa ii was shokked cuz he lyke sayd we shud start talkin again or whaa eva. & fa a while [lyke a LONG tyme ago] ii guezz ii lowkey wud have but iive realized thaa this is mah ni99a ya kno. not lyke any more than thaa tho. . . thaa luv was definitely takin all of mah energy. now ii juss feel revitalized. & iim captivated by thee nonstop smiling iive been experiencin. ii appreciate ery person put into mah lyfe as a blessing. seems lyke iive been runnin so long tryna keep outta its reach. but now ii cant escape thee grasp gently pullin meeh closer. all ii hear is "dont worry.ii got yooh". calm, content, relieved, comfortable, happy. its worth it, if only juss fa a moment. no otha kisses will do hehe


je l'adore!!