.[heart] kii for kii.

FEATURED:: west.adams

2010-07-11T09:30:00.000-07:00

I love thee way the world I live in has become full of potential entrepreneurs! The entire thing is very inspiring and exciting. I've always been a stickler for those who have that niche for design... I admire those who can turn anything into a work of art.The problem with today is so many people think that fashion is them taking a sweater/shirt/jeans from thee swapmeet & throwing a picture,

2010-07-10T07:40:00.001-07:00

I just can't find the time... it saddens me so :-/

Mother's Day Dedication #1

2010-05-01T09:04:00.000-07:00

so as today begins thee month in which Mother's Day lies I will be dedicating a song per day to thee woman that I love thee most! she has been there for me throughout everything and I love my mother so much! so to begin I will start off with my official song from last year's Mother's Day... Celine Dion - Because You Loved Me For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made

slow motion

2010-03-30T22:56:00.000-07:00

to go along with thee last post. . . *shout out to all thee crazies that know nothing about this type of approach* smh LOVE THIS SONG! & it sums me up a lot

hearts were never meant to race

2010-03-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

so I'm definitely not an expert on anything and don't consider myself to be. I just comment on things I see and let my opinion be known. honestly, I don't feel like anyone can be a relationship expert; they're way too complicated and vary tremendously. I'm not a strong believer in love, especially the way people throw the word around so much now. I mean I love everyone, but people have been

my theme song for uhhh... spring lol

2010-03-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

what am ii doing? what am ii doing?!?... oh yeah that's right IIM DOING ME! iim living life right now mayne & that's what iima do till it's over. but it's FAR from over! :-P

vivian green::beautiful

2010-03-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

new music from Vivan Green...she looks very pretty in this video. & iim feeling thee song

just a thought

2010-03-16T12:37:00.001-07:00

suicide is easy. death is painless. it's living that's really hard to do & takes thee most courage. but mayne overcoming and succeeding, when at a point all hope was lost, is thee best feeling ever... welp back to studying! "Lord, open my lips, and my mouth shall declare your praise!"

...[pet peeves]...

2010-03-16T12:18:00.000-07:00

Welp I'm sitting here in thee library about to try to study, but I feel like I cannot just yet because I NEEDED to get some thyngs off my chest :- ] therefore, ii hate. . . unorganization dirty kitchens when pple use thee word conversate — thee only time I ever can deal with it is when Tupac said it in "Toss It Up" lol when guys take pictures of their waves — ii mean no one

[buttons]

2010-03-15T04:19:00.000-07:00

so I've been seeing this on a few blogs... hella cayute!made one up myself so heyz hope to see it somewhere someday lol share my blog :-]

2010-03-11T23:12:00.000-08:00

"We have to keep reinventing ourselves, almost every minute because the world can change in an instant. And there’s no time for looking back. Sometimes the changes are forced on us. Sometimes they happen by accident and we make the most of them. We have to constantly come up with new ways to fix ourselves. So we change, we adapt. We create new versions of ourselves. We just need to be sure that

lyfe. . .

2010-02-27T22:58:00.000-08:00

most days ii feel lyke iim just not cut out for this thyng called lyfe... today is one of those days. tonight is one of those nites. yet then ii let a lil music into my heart and my soul seems to get a piece of peace. . .

formspring.me

2010-02-22T14:47:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/simplyKii

NEDAwareness Week

2010-02-22T14:25:00.000-08:00

This week is National Eating Disorders Awareness Week so I figured that I would mention it so you all could be aware... I feel like it's something everyone should be aware of. And it hits home with me because I've been there and done that on both ends of the eating disorder spectrum [which I don't think I've ever actually voiced outside my mind until right now]. This is why dieting was never an

get up get out & do sumthin!

2010-02-22T09:08:00.000-08:00

I feel as if I have found myself again this year. . . I have always been one to be extremely involved. I hate to sit back and complain; I would rather do something to fix anything worth complaining about. However, in 2005, I lost myself... and have been lost ever since. I became a person who allowed life to rule me. Although I have always taken things a bit harder than a "normal" person would

Day 2...

2010-02-18T06:58:00.000-08:00

started this morning with a nice run at 5 am & just got back... feeling rejuvenated. there's something about watching thee sun rise as you feel thee wind against your being that just makes thee day seem more bearable Lord, may everything I do begin with yur inspiration, continue with yur help, & reach perfection under yur guidance. I ask this thru my Lord Jesus Christ, yur Son, who lives &

simple beauty

2010-02-17T22:44:00.001-08:00

beaucoup d'amour...

and then there was Lent...

2010-02-17T22:28:00.000-08:00

Ash Wednesday is here! &welp my father is Catholic and I grew up in that church a teeny bit lol... but I always do Lent. ii thynk it is one of thee best traditions! makes you feel so accomplished and humbles you. gives a good sense of discipline and self-restraint. anywho, this tyme around ii have decided to give up twitter for those 40 days. ii thynk that's really about it. then for thee rest

joyeuse saint valentin!

2010-02-17T00:27:00.000-08:00

contrary to popular opinion, my favorite holiday is valentine's day! ii love LOVE! ii love the colors associated with v-vday, the flowers, the hearts... my favorite shape is a heart so ii mean it's only fitting right? Valentine's Day is just so great... why wouldn't you wanna acknowledge your loved ones? ii lyke to thynk of v-day as a day set aside to celebrate thee connections you have with thee

learning to be lonely

2010-02-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

8:30 n thee am. at UCR. in thee University Lecture Hall 1500. waiting on my 9:10 n thee am bio class to start. figured I'd type. normally I would be on twitter or facebook or BBM'n someone right now. but all that juss seems so uninteresting to me. I have nuthin to really say in 140 characters. can't put too much on thee fb status cuz then ery1 reads it & ends up having a prob with sumthin ii say

yay for vday!

2010-02-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

ii cannot wait to go see this movie this weekend... beaucoup d'amour...

a piece of me...

2010-02-11T21:52:00.000-08:00

as ii sit here watching the new episode of Grey's Anatomy, ii remember to post this draft of a blog entry ii wrote last week. . . during grey's there was a scene where ii totally felt lyke ii was seeing myself talking. & it was crazy because there def was a moment earlier this year when ii found myself saying THIS EXACT SAME THYNG. I've had a lot of relationships, boyfriends, boos...

...

2010-02-11T18:53:00.000-08:00

so it's been kind of a while... & ii always have so much to say. yet everytime ii think to go on here & write, ii end up saying "well self you could really be using this time to study." lol then ii go study instead. but now ii figured whatevs doesn't hurt to write for a lil... anywho welp since I've been silent thee greatest thyng ever happened MY TEAM FINALLY WON THEE SUPERBOWL!!! [yes iim a

in case ii never told you...

2010-02-11T09:08:00.000-08:00

I've lived a life of lessons. not regrets... & I'm thankful for everyone I've met. I try to do everything alone because that's how it's been for thee most part, but for those of you who stand by me, hold me up, carry me, or guide me... I just want to say THANK YOU! You are appreciated & I hope one day I can be to someone else what you have been to me! humblement votre exemplaire...

"if you're a bird. iim a bird"

2010-01-22T20:31:00.000-08:00

beaucoup d'amour...

you'll fynd that lyfe is still worthwhile...

2010-01-20T20:33:00.000-08:00

if you just SMILE! love this scene from My Girl 2 of Vada's mom... ii wanna have old videos of me lyke that lol! & one of my bess friends used to always sing the song at the end to me whenever ii was feeling down when ii was overly depressed in high skool... those moments ii will never forget enjoy beaucoup d'amour... _kii_

ii miss thee days. . .

2010-01-13T00:39:00.000-08:00

oh em gee! ii have thee best tyme when me & my gyrls sleep over together... lyke ii need one of those nites RIGHT NOW!! those are thee greatest, funniest, most intriguing convos hehe. we all pile up in one bed or together on thee floor and couches and just talk about thee most random stuff. it's been lyke this since high school and ii hope we continue to do it until we're all "old and still

FAME! iim gonna live forever!

2010-01-12T01:58:00.000-08:00

finally just watched Fame!! that was like my fav tv show when ii was younger and ii wanted to see thee movie so bad, but never got around to it while it was in theatres. &, despite thee objections frum Sonny to watching it without him lol, ii got it online tonight & just HAD to watch it. great movie!! fav quote:: "there are some thyngs success is not… it's not fame. it's not money or power.

sex & thee city

2010-01-11T22:51:00.000-08:00

as ii sit here watching my nightly dose of Sex and the City on TBS, ii immediately realize how much ii cannot wait for this next movie to come out. ii definitely LOVED the first one and ii expect this one to be just as, if not more, satisfying... oh & ii support the choice of song for the opening :-] beaucoup d'amour... _kii_

no sight is more provocative of awe than is the nite sky

2010-01-11T00:34:00.000-08:00

welp it's about that tyme... tyme for me to say good night to today. lol ii juss got up to blog & state that water is lyke one of thee best simple pleasures ever. it's so weird prolly but ii cannot go to sleep w.out a glass of water and a glass of juice next to my bed lol but yep can't... anywho nite nite! beaucoup d'amour... _kii_

2010-01-06T10:40:00.000-08:00

"my mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; & to do so with some passion, some compassion, some humor, & some style" _maya angelou_

thee climb

2009-12-31T00:05:00.000-08:00

today has been a very trying day. thee only thyng that helps me get thru these types of days is music. ii have a song for everythyng:: every event good&bad. ii always know exactly what song ii would play at a specific moment throughout my day... ever since thee hannah montana movie came out & ii saw it [uhhh on my comp in my apt one day lol] ive been IN LOVE with this song... lyke ii never

in love with thee element of freedom

2009-12-21T01:19:00.000-08:00

so ii have officially fallen for this new a.keys album! ii love thee songs, ii love thee style, ii love how every song sounds lyke an alicia keys type song yet with a new evolved version of her. ii can listen to this straight thru [thee song with beyonce still has to grow on me tho lol]. but ii absolutely love it! & ii am always excited when albums come out that ii can say this about bcuz that

why imeem why?!?

2009-12-16T22:38:00.000-08:00

juss had to express my frustration with imeem connecting with myspace! now ii can't even use imeem anymore cuz iim so anti-myspace UGH! it juss changed my whole posting music thyng & messed up my previous post a few entries down so disappointing! très frustré... _kii_

2009-12-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

"you know that moment when you look into somebody's eyes and you can feel them staring into your soul and the whole world goes quiet? well ii don't"

a tribute to all tha baccstabbin bytchez

2009-12-06T18:34:00.000-08:00

lol ii was going thru my old notes on facebook & saw this & juss had to repost it... frum feb.17.2007 [inspired by all tha notes iive seen tributing all the “sad women”… no offense to those thaa posted them tho!! Cuz ii do luv yall :-D... but ii kno so many of yall feel meeh on these femmes too] ii feel tha need to explain mah self b4 ii get into tha actual tribute. okay so sum of this

phenomenally

2009-12-04T00:37:00.000-08:00

one of my favorite poems EVER is Maya Angelou's phenomenal woman! it has been a fav since as far back as ii can remember & ii thynk it fits me very well... ii was reciting it in my head a lil earlier & was lyke "oooooh lemme put this on my blog later." although ii completely forgot to do so, ii was totally just remynded with this RANDOM call from my ex-boyfriend. ii mean this guy is a

this tyme ii want it all

2009-12-01T00:42:00.000-08:00

rilly feeling this song right now. kynda definitely feeling thee lyrics especially... cuz, lately, ii thynk that this tyme ii want it all beaucoup d'amour... _kii_

flaws&all

2009-11-28T19:00:00.000-08:00

if you know me, you know that ii absolutely love&admire Beyonce! lol ever since no no no ii have and it just hasn't gone away... one of my favorite songs by her has to be Flaws&All. &the video for it is definitely my fav video by any artist hands down. bcuz it's just so real & shows her being flawed & loving her man bcuz he loves her & accepts her as she is... iive always been a pessimist

gotta juss keep it to myself

2009-11-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

ii don't keep thyngs to myself. ii don't keep anythyng bottled in. I'm a depressant so when ii do those thyngs it affects me more than the average person. so ii express myself. ii will tell you exactly how iim feeling in that moment & ii will tell it to thee person it pertains to. but this... this ii can't disclose as ii wud lyke to. ii mean ii can say it here cuz who reads my blog anyway? no

God is tryna tell you something

2009-11-07T22:52:00.000-08:00

More than anything God love admiration.You say God is vain? No, not vain, just willing to share a good thing! I think it pisses God off if you walk by the color purple in a field and don’t notice it! Are you saying, it just want to be loved like it say in the Bible? Yes, everything want to be loved. Us sing and dance. And holler...just tryna be loved.beaucoup d'amour..._kii_

ii miss you def poetry!

2009-11-07T20:26:00.000-08:00

ii remember thee good ole days... when thee whole family would just gather around thee TV & die laughing at def comedy jam & couldn't get enuf of thee wisdom from def poetry! thee best mixture of words were presented on that stage & ii definitely need to get thee seasons on dvd or something... "ii want a love that's as unexplainable as he is" "so ii guezz thee only decision left for

with men... don't be swayed by cute

2009-10-28T19:16:00.000-07:00

a quote frum Michelle Obama's interview in Glamour... ii thought this was so real & oh so true! & many females should really take her advice!“Cute’s good. But cute only lasts for so long, and then it’s, WHO ARE YOU AS A PERSON? Don’t look at the bankbook or the title. Look at the heart. Look at the soul…When you’re dating a man, you should always feel good…You shouldn’t be in a relationship with

maxwell made my year lol

2009-10-27T15:57:00.000-07:00

s0o0o0o ii got thee best birthday gyft ever this year!! my babe/weakness/[him] took me to thee maxwell concert :-]... ii had told everyone that ii wanted tix & every time [he] would get into my car, ii would make sure Maxwell was playing on my radio lol. Welp my birthday was on September 8th & [he] took me out that nite...but then ii still knew nothing about thee concert which was gonna be on

::sumthin to talk about::

2009-10-17T21:01:00.000-07:00

"communication... it's thee first thyng we rilly learn in lyfe. funny thyng is: once we grow up, learn our words, & rilly start talkin, thee harder it becomes to know what to say. Or, how to ask for what we rilly need… at thee end of the day, there are some thyngs you juss can’t help but talk about. some thyngs, we just don’t wanna hear. & some thyngs we say bcuz we can’t be silent any longer.

my 1st love

2009-10-01T23:22:00.000-07:00

yur there for me. thru all of my ups & downs& what ii feel you alwayz seem to knoyou fynd thee words. when ii need comfortin& dry my eyes. that's why ii love you soooomore than a friend yur mah first loveii can alwayz depend on mah first loveii feel lyke ii have known you all mah lifeii can't explain how close we arewhen sumthin's wrong you kno how to make it rightthat's why you stay close to mah

ii cherish memories

2009-09-26T22:40:00.000-07:00

ii take pictures.ii luv to take pictures. ii lyke to remember things. document those moments. those days when everything is great. thee times worth remembering. those few moments in which ii smile lyke never before... ii take pictures... bcuz not everday is a day lyke today. not everyday will be this hard. some days pple care. some days there are no tears... so ii take pictures...to remynd

what a difference a day makes

2009-09-11T15:09:00.000-07:00

"you never know thee biggest day of yur lyfe is going to be thee biggest. the days you thynk r going to be big; they're never as big as you make them out to be in yur head. its the regular days... the ones that started out horrible... those r the days that end up being the biggest you never know thee biggest day of yur lyfe is thee biggest day. not until it's happening. you don't recognize thee

dub deuce!

2009-09-10T03:22:00.000-07:00

welp yesterday [09.08.09] ii turned 22 yrs young :-]& although, ii initially looked forward to this day, ii began to dread it, and cancelled all my plans to celebrate it as life's issues kept bothering me. however, on the day, all the excitement returned as ii received so much love from all of my friends and fam...iim truly blessed with wonderful pple in my lyfeit was a rilly chill day & nite,

ii remember amazing?

2009-07-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

ii remember amazing. . . ii remember when lyfe was lyke a dream & everyday wud bring sweet memories. ii remember when morning came & birds wud chirp. thee sun wud shine all a welcome to thee new day. ii remember when frustration was nonexistent & optimism was parallel to lyfe. ii remember when night fell & thee attempts to avoid slumber with an angst to never miss out on anything. & thee urgency

ahhhhhh

2009-07-06T21:49:00.000-07:00

ii haven't blogged in s0o0o0o long. ii def need to. so yeh prolly 2morrow. cuz 2nite ii have to study for a midterm, finish this lab report & pre-lab report, & read up on sum chem. all b4 8 n thee am. so catch ya lataz :-Dbeaucoup d'amour..._kii_

no one else

2009-06-18T17:56:00.000-07:00

Swift as a wind songYou sang the music of an honest birdI waited for some contradictionBut truth was ringing in your every wordAnd every moment since thenThe one thing I can tellIs that I belong with youAnd no one elseLay down those heavy burdensOn the banks of this river deepKnow that every piece of your pastIs always some place safe with meAnd there's no room for judgmentI want you as

remembering innocence...

2009-06-05T22:57:00.000-07:00

beaucoup d'amour..._kii_

tyme to fynd sum childhood again

2009-06-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

welp ii missed the sunset 2nite. . .mayne growing up sukks! pple r so serious. lyfe is so consuming. ii juss wanna play sum bball. hit a few homers. ride a darn bike! race around n go-karts. play an innocent lil game of hide&go get it. . . SUMTHIN!! ii miss having tyme to juss pikk sum lemons off a tree. & set up a sikk azz lemonade stand n front of thee house. 25cent was all a ni99a needed.

::fav movie moments::

2009-06-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

ii love this movie soooo much! & this part rilly is a great scene. thee song especially!! had to listen to this b4 skool 2day for sum reason. . ."RENT" - i'll cover you [reprise]beaucoup d'amour..._kii_

2009-05-27T16:03:00.000-07:00

"most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be" _Abraham Lincoln_

takin a break[!]

2009-05-27T14:46:00.000-07:00

ii always say that iim going to take a break. but this time ii really have to. ii haven't spoken to any of my friends or "friends" since Saturday night. . . wellz except Sunday ii did go over to Nneks' house for her birthday kiccbacc. cuz ii just can't be an azz & not go to that. & ii had to give her her gift. she's a great friend!anywho. . . ii just gotta have time for myself. thee whole

the real

2009-05-27T14:02:00.000-07:00

"so what's thee difference between rap & hip-hop?!?it's simple. . .it's lyke thee difference betweensaying you love somebody& being in love with somebodyit's just a word!"_brown sugar_

in spite of what iim goin thru

2009-05-26T19:40:00.000-07:00

chercher mon âme..._kii_

iive officially lost my mind [smh]

2009-05-26T19:15:00.000-07:00

& ii def need to fynd it ASAP!!it was saturday nite/sunday morn [ya kno basically n thee am of thee nite]. & ii was driving. got on thee fwy & just couldn't stop driving. on thee 110. then it ended. & iim just still going. it was like ii was possessed or something. ii cudn't c. ii just really remembered being in DA one moment then thee next ii was sitting in front of the ocean by thee cabrillo

on mutability

2009-05-26T12:00:00.000-07:00

"we rest; a dream has power to poison sleep.we rise; one wand'ring thought pollutes the day.we feel, conceive, or reason; laugh, or weep,embrace fond woe, or cast our cares away;it is the same: for, be it joy or sorrow,the path of its departure still is free.man's yesterday may ne'er be like his morrow;naught may endure but mutability!"beaucoup d'amour..._kii_

yep

2009-05-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

"ii am more than what you bargained for. . .nuthin less than real!!"_drizzy_

don't knocc it till you've tried it!

2009-04-14T18:23:00.000-07:00

welp iim officially an effin twitter-head now lmao. ii was so against it in thee beginning. but only cuz ii didn't see its purpose & was lyke ummmz BORING/WTF FOR!! however, now ii actually enjoy it & its alwayz anutha good way for meeh to avoid actually doing anythyng ii rilly need to or am supposed to be doing hehe. now if we wuda had this in hs--smh thaa wuda been a hot azz mess. anywho follow

danger. . . she smashed thee homies!!

2009-04-13T19:26:00.001-07:00

tom green is effin hilarious!! mah fav episode thus far

on this day. every year. mah heart weeps.

2009-04-10T01:17:00.000-07:00

ii remember it lyke it was yesterday. . .ii was havin so much fun @ ucla admit day & asp weekend wit danni & niki. then it was tyme to finally go home. got there & no1 was there. it was kynda weird cuz there was alwayz a million pple @ thee house. ii was unpakkin when my phone rang. it was ma mere. she was crying so hard. then she told meeh: "yur brothers were in a car accident & marty didn't

.april fools day.

2009-04-03T17:54:00.000-07:00

ii didn't pull any of my usual pranks or anything [ii remember last yr ii told my ex-boyfriend that ii was pregnant. . . iim sure it wasn't funny to him but dayum it sure was hilarious to meeh hehe]. april fools day was fun tho cuz we did decide to go out for sum drynks & had a mini kiccbacc afta powderpuff football @ thee skool. . . oh & then once we FINALLY found a close happy hour spot that

halle berry. . . ii frikkin luv it lol

2009-04-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

oh yeh did ii tell you all

2009-03-30T19:41:00.000-07:00

2day's dilemma

2009-03-30T18:54:00.000-07:00

today's the 1st day of spring quarter. . .1st day of classes means now thee tyme to buy new books. sell thee old books. pay mah rent. throw away old insignificant notes & notebooks. file all thee luvly A papers & A quizzes/tests/midterms in thee portfolio iive been keeping since thee 5th grade [ii dunno why. juss have done it ever since]. & organize mah lyfe. . . ii cannot go into thee new

so why didnt any1 tell meeh?!?

2009-03-29T23:16:00.000-07:00

that Drake was frikkin Aubrey Graham frum degrassi!! its jimmy!!! hahaha ii was super shokked to fynd this out 2day especially while ii was bumpin "so far gone" in Envy [oh yeh thaas mah car's name]. anywho yeh ii def didn't kno thaa tho. . . had to hit up mah homeboi devea & double chekk thee info cuz he's always up on his hip hop game & usually updates meeh on myne. but he's talkin bout "ii

my mood. . .

2009-03-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

sukks azz 2day!!ugh

je veux. . .

2009-03-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

eva stopped & thought about whaa yooh rilly want in lyfe? lyke yur ultimate wants/goals/achievements. . . ii was having a convo wit one of mah bois earlier about it cuz one of his professors asked him to name 6 thyngs & he cud only thynk of 4. so it got meeh to thynkin. & ii mean ii want a lot in lyfe. most of thee tyme ii try not to want thyngs bcuz with that comes disappointment & thee less you

finals week. & saying farewell to winter quarter

2009-03-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

so ii have been MIA from my blog because last week was finals week. & of courseii had PLENTY to do. papers. studyin. quizzes. 24 hr library. lab reports. midterms [why r we having midterms right b4 thee final? ii dunno]. study sessions. office hrs. & finals. . .lol so all week ii was in the library with my girls frum skool. oh & mah bacc was killin meeh lyke thee entire tyme. it was so ridiculous

ummmz swag any1?

2009-03-14T18:20:00.000-07:00

ii fynd mah self bored in thee midst of studying for mah chemistry final thaas on thee upcoming wednesday. so ii take whaa ii lyke to call a "technology break": checc a few emails. do thee facebook thyng [tried to have an open mynd. but now hate thee new look]. answer sum aims. read sum away msgs. . . & a thought comes to myndii dunno why but it juss seems lyke ery1 is tryin too hard nowadays.

yooh opened up mah softer side. . .

2009-03-07T20:11:00.000-08:00

as ii was listenin to mah ipod ii came across thee song ii luv'd lyke so much frum christina aguilera's bakk to basics cd. . . & it juss took meeh bacc mayne. ii thynk she's one of thee bess artists. luv her voice!!ii used to thynk thaa happiness cud only be sumthin thaa happened to sumbody else. erybody believed. erybody but meeh. yeh yeh. & iive been hurt so many tymez b4 thaa mah hope was dyin

WOWZERS chris brown is def on thee shyt list!

2009-03-05T19:12:00.000-08:00

I never even wanted to entertain the Chris Brown & Rihanna incident but, after reading [these documents]which supposedly are the official papers describing what actually occurred between the two of them, I am extremely disgusted! The entire situation is just so sad: on her part as a victim & on his part because he definitely just affected his career in a horrible way with this. RIDICULOUS! Here

facebook friends?!?

2009-03-05T18:46:00.000-08:00

1st off ii thynk its only appropriate for meeh to state how absolutely addicted ii am to facebook. ii don't see it as a bad thyng. ii thynk its good thaa ii lyke to keep in touch with mah friends. thank yooh to facebook for allowing meeh to do so! esp since ii HATE talkin on thee phone. so w.out facebook & aim, ii wud prolly neva talk to any1 ii didnt see eryday or sumthin hehe.anywho. . . ii

WTFlip! die trains die!!

2009-03-04T00:19:00.000-08:00

ever since iive moved to riverside there has not been a single nite where thee horn of a train isn't blaring. ummmz it trips meeh out cuz there's def juss as many trains during thee day. . . but NO HORNS! then @ nite when ni99az wanna sleep or chill or sumthin nope nope HOOOONNNKKK! iim so thru with thee dayum horn of thee train. shut thee eff up already GOSH!*mumbles*

iim bored to say thee least & ii. . . ii lakk desire

2009-03-03T22:28:00.000-08:00

hehe thaa line has juss been in mah mynd this whole tyme iive been in thee library pretendin to study for mah music midterm thaas 2morrow. . . ii dunno why ii alwayz end up havin to take these breaks when iim studyin or doing boring hw but they're def necessary. ii juss can't sit here doing thee same thyng for too long. it kills meeh. it bores meeh. it makes meeh sleepy [which is progressively

wheels on heels

2009-03-03T11:58:00.000-08:00

so iim roamin & ii come across these heels. . . random. interesting. hott. juss plain ole sikk!

annoyed by thee constant redundance

2009-03-02T23:37:00.000-08:00

is it juss meeh or are pple juss wayyy too redundant nowadays?!? lyke guyz esp when they're hittin yooh up. its lyke so many of them neva have anythyng of actual substance to say or anythyng interesting to mention. . . iim juss so tired of a convo continuing lyke: wassup? oh fa real. whaas good? fa sho fa sho. whaa it do? thaas kool. how have yooh been? so whaa yooh been up to? BLAH BLAH BLAH!!

our prez is so flyy

2009-02-28T11:27:00.000-08:00

prez obama was courtside at thee wizards [vs] bulls game. ii luv it!!♥ kii

thee musical is bacc. . . :- ]

2009-02-26T17:21:00.000-08:00

& thaa rilly excites meeh. iive loved musicals mah entire lyfe. lol & ery1 else ii kno hated them :-/ so ii was alwayz stukk watchin them alone hehe. oh wellz. . . but ii def enjoyed thee oscar moments in which hugh jackman was tearin it up on stage singin. ii actually didn't even kno he did all of thaa. cuz yooh kno when ii look @ him all ii c is wolverwine [oh em gee & ii cant wait for thaa

shhhhhhh

2009-02-25T21:02:00.000-08:00

for sum reason ii juss have thee hardest tyme writing a paper unless iim in complete silence. ii lyke to be able to hear nuthin but mah thoughts. ii mean thee papers come out "BAUMB" & ii believe its cuz ii have mah certain lil writing space & tyme in which ii can truly commit & juss get lost in thee topic. . .iim n thee library @ skool right now. . . thee science library. ii go here bcuz no1 ii

mikey rokks!!

2009-02-25T16:28:00.000-08:00

so why do ii def absolutely [heart] this rapper?!? lmao luv thee group [thee music is great.thee beats r sikkkk!] & he's juss so adorable cool kids!! whooooooohehe ♥ kii

my weak week.

2009-02-18T20:09:00.000-08:00

--sighz--sunday. . . ii slept. ii drove. ii slept sum more. monday. . . ii was woke up. ii was rudely informed. ii cried. ii cried. ii sang at thee top of mah lungs in an empty parking lot in thee 46 degrees rain. panic attack ensued. ii returned. tuesday. . . ii contemplated. ii debated. ii studied. ii worried. ii was overcome. ii dreamed.today. wednesday. . . ii cleansed. ii tried. ii fell

survey says

2009-02-16T14:31:00.000-08:00

Does anyone completely understand you?ii doubt it.Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile? nope.Who was the last person to comment you? on fbook. . . nae nae.Have you ever liked someone, then realized you didn't? yeh.At the beginning of summer, who were you in a relationship with?no1. . . ii was very much single :- ]Was New Year's enjoyable? only cuz it was so FWAS thaa ii cant 4get

::since pple alwayz have sumthin to say about it::

2009-02-12T11:47:00.001-08:00

welp when ii was a freshman n college, ii was having a discussion with a mentor of myne regarding afrikans [lyke ya kno pple of thee african diaspora] & he sayd sum word & ii had no clue whaa it meant. ii questioned him about it & he spelled it out for meeh & it still didn't ring any bell or look gramatically correct. it was then when he explained to meeh thee power of thee scholar... when one is

ii [heart] alex!

2009-02-10T12:06:00.000-08:00

I had definitely meant to post this earlier, but I just had to exclaim that I absolutely [heart] "mah bestest n thee whole wide world" alex hendricks... I had no phone for a week because I lost it during a drunken night [not even while I was effed up. but it was lost trying to help others that were overly inebriated] lol. he's great because he let me use his phone & sim card. now I can wait till

apparently iim a security seeker

2009-02-09T18:32:00.000-08:00

Once again it's that time of the year people. The time for hearts, red&pink, flowers, candy, bears, balloons... you know all that mushy crap lol. Anywho a lot of people that know me and how much I'm kind of against the whole love thing are always surprised that I LOVE VALENTINE'S DAY! I mean I love hearts [like as a shape]. and pink. and roses. and stuffed animals. hehe all that. Today so many

grammys

2009-02-09T13:10:00.000-08:00

so ii didn't actually watch this cuz ii def have other thyngs to do [esp since ii had chemistry homework due @ 11 last nite]. but ii am a faithful reader of YBF.com & ii was very pleased to see thee fits & performances thaa ii had missed.mah fav... luv these guys!! they neva disappoint meeh. ii rilly appreciate seein these men dressed so handsomely & their music is great. so tired of most of

really etta james?!?

2009-02-08T17:44:00.000-08:00

That was utterly ridiculous & plain ignorant. With her background and knowing how she speaks [with all the cursing], I wouldn't have invited her to sing at the inauguration ball either. Just a dayum shame though. sad times for her.& lol @ this video this guy posted. . .

all smilez

2009-02-04T12:04:00.000-08:00

iim lyke extremely happy 2day!!why?!?ii have no idea [cuz mah wrist still hurts. mah hair def looks lyke a lion's mane. & ii still have no phone] BUT iim overly pleased hehe. & ii juss love sunny days :-Dits lunch tyme & iim starvin. & ii luv thaa iive gotten this new found passion for cooking. ii used to hate to cook! & didn't even need to bcuz mah big sis or big brotha alwayz did [iim thee

juss can't get a break :-/

2009-02-01T20:08:00.000-08:00

iive got the blues. . .thee ii lost mah phone. looked erywhere. & its nowhere n sight blues.thee ii hate tmobile & their stupid pseudo insurance coverage blues.thee ii can't get a new phone cuz ii def don't have $110 to replace it with blues.thee nothing ever seems to go right blues.thee dayum ii shuda bet on thee superbowl game so ii cud have sum money blues.thee why does shyt lyke this have to

incomplete

2009-01-29T17:58:00.000-08:00

ii hate this feeling. this feeling of lakking something. can't stand it!!whaas worse is thaa its a material possession. ii luv it how ii neva long for material thyngs too much. juss cuz ii have priorities & a lot of those aren't on thee list. but this one thyng. ii feel lyke [n jb's voice hehe]. . . thaa it's sumthin ii can't live w.out. ii mean iive been livin w.out it for a while now. but

luvly moments

2009-01-28T21:08:00.000-08:00

ii alwayz juss have these urges. lyke out of nowhere. all of a sudden. to juss write. to let it out. get sumthin off mah chest. take note of sumthin. or juss remember a quote or a moment. ii love to capture moments for sum reason. ii swear if ii eva got amnesia or alzheimers iid b set cuz ii document erythyng. ii have lyke 3 journals [one of which ii keep in mah purse @ all tymez]. kynda

ii concur

2009-01-17T20:39:00.000-08:00

Virgo is symbolized by the Virgin. You're flexible, yet practical. You get a kick out of organization and anything that puts your analytical mind to use. Watch out for perfectionism! Virgos feel and operate best in a position in which they can help others.

harpo

2009-01-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

its about thaa tyme again when all thee gyrlz r separated. esp now thaa iive moved out of carson too. & ii cannot go a day w.out talkin to them. & our chat yestaday took meeh bacc to thee fun tymez from october. . . sooo thee squad went to atlanta for spelman/morehouse homecoming [08] and stayed with freeny. we didn't sleep lyke alllllll weekend. we were all def n thee king snuggled 2getha [her

new beginnings

2008-09-30T22:06:00.000-07:00

sumtymez ii fynd mah self lyke reflectin & ii dunno why geeesh lol. but yeh so ii def got a surprise visit frum thee ex on friday & ii juss rememba a tyme when he was lyke literally thee person ii wanted to c & talk to & tell erythyng to. mostly cuz he was thee homie [& still is]. a few nites b4 thaa ii was shokked cuz he lyke sayd we shud start talkin again or whaa eva. & fa a while [lyke a LONG

dont leave meeh summer!!

2008-09-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

dear summer. . .ii kno yooh miss meeh cuz we been 2getha lyke BMJs & TIZ [lol]. awwwwwwz its over :-( & it has to have been THEE bess one thus far!! lyke no lie. ii luv'd it so much! iim def gonna miss it! iive literally neva smiled more or as constant as ii have this past summer. spent eryday with mah gyrlz LITERALLY everyday. [wish dee cuda been here :-/] but mayne ii dunno whaa iid do w.out